I am hatred, seeping blood. 
The rain, the flood, the grief. 
I am rage [bad word] flesh. 
dismal, ravaged life. 
This is pain, a wall of tears. 
And my tears are my [bad word] friends. 
This, my heart, a dying sun. 
flower fading to black. 

Oh God, why have you forsaken me? 

In this darkness, called my mind. 
The waste you left for me. 
I'm your [bad word]  your verbal [bad word]  
Your twisted world recapped. 
This is you, your lifeless soul. 
Your sick and [bad word] up lies. 
In my world your love is death. 
Your disease, your skin that burns. 

Oh God, why have you forsaken me? 

You tied my limbs and buried me alive. 
And piled this frozen mud. 
You watched me die with lustrous eyes. 
As all your words grew stale. 
You mocked my care and stained my mind. 
You yearned for me to fail.