I don't know what you're looking for 
You haven't found it baby, that's for sure 

You rip me up and spread me all around 

In the dust of the deed of time 
And this is not a case of lust, you see 
It's not a matter of you versus me 
It's fine the way you want me on your own 

But in the end it's always me alone 
 [bad word]  
And I'm losing my favorite game 
You're losing your mind again 
I'm losing my baby 
Losing my favorite game 

I only know what I've been king for 
Another you so I could love you more 

I really thought that I could take you there 

But my experiment is not getting us 
anywhere 
I had a vision I could turn you right 

stupid mission and a lethal fight 
I should have seen it when my hope was new 
My heart is black and my body is blue 
 [bad word]  

I've tried 
I've tried 
But you're still the same 
I'm losing my baby 
You're losing a savior and a saint