I'm some kind of monster
Since I lost her

There's a trap door hidden in my heart.
I fell into a lover's [bad word] 
Deeper than I thought
I keep crawling back to that motel.
I don't recognize
Who I am tonight
 [bad word] ]
I'm some kind of monster
Since I lost her
Now I'm raging wild,
And starting fires
I burn this whole thing down
I'm some kind of monster
How bad do I want her
I don't sleep at night
I terrorize
There's blackness in my eyes
I'm some kind of monster
I'm some kind of monster

Everybody wanted her as a friend for fun
The time we took,
The nights we shook
I should've been in love.
Now her face is carved into my head
She's a dime for life
In such distress
 [bad word] 

I used to whisper in her ear
Now I'm screaming out in fear
Secrets keep me sinister,
But I've tell her every time.
So why can't she understand
The creature I've [bad word] 

There's a trapdoor hidden in my heart
I fell into a lover's [bad word] 
Deeper than I thought