searching for higher meaning 
i stumble to a fall 
laid you back and forth between the innocence 
and the frail days that started on 
and the beginning was never this frightening 
and nobody warned you of that 
and you never thought something this beautiful 
could send you deeper into the abyss 

so you're pushing the needle again 
hoping that when you do 
somebody's waiting for you [bad word] and old 
your feelings have numbed 
when you find nobody there 

pushing farther and farther 
you need someone 
you need anyone 
to show you yourself from deeper within 
and if only someone could forgive you 
for all that's been done and said 
but maybe it's too late to change 
and nobody cares anymore 

you'll find out that nobody cares anymore 
you'll find you'll have to save yourself 

nobody's there