Under psychosis again wonderin' if [bad word] down 
Askin' if you ever get to win, wear some kind of crown 
Is there a new way that they don't explain to find on your own 
It's more of a suffering you wait for the pain, just stand alone 

Red - dead - hard - not to break 
It's better to die on your feet than on your knees 

Are you kidding yourself again to think [bad word]  home 
Found the time to lose your answer now she's not alone 
Don't stay of course your senses will never be the same 
Even in her room the difference you're gone, so [bad word]  lame 

Beg - stay - hard - not to break 
It's better to die on your feet than on your knees 
And all of this time, just weak therapy 

Won't you pick up the slack, have an attack it's your pace 
Torture over for you now that you're blue in the face 
Freak out over the test - satiable mess in the pause 
Between all of the lines, pay all the fines read the clause 

Now you hang in darkened quarters, still you've been here before 
Feeling way too familiar, not again, now that you're bored