Gonna take a trip to Laredo,
Gonna take a dip in the lake,
Oh, I'm at a crossroads with myself,
I don't got no one else...

And possibilities at the door,
I won't be needing them no more,
Oh, is this the first time in your life? 
It's hard just to get by

But oh, my love, don't you even know?
And oh, my love, are you really gone?

And can you see the world through a window?
Are you having troubles in droves?
Oh, it ain't the worst thing I could do,
Just get back home to you

I put a bullet in my Kia Lorenzo,
kitchen knife 
Up to my face,
Throw me in the deep of Jammer Lake,
Believe me when I say

Oh, my love, you don't even call,
And oh, my love, is that you on the phone?
And oh, my love, you don't even know,
Oh, my love, are you really gone?