and when i fall into sleep

hands are reaching for me
in the darkest spotlight

there are no secrets to keep

children pointing at me
get lipsticks for my suicide
a thousand mirrors breakin´
when my wounds are achin´

nightmares, shiver, insanity my dear
locked, chaos and dripping bloody tears
(dreams, fear, stutter, pain)

they are trying to change my mind
past is a b*tch you can´t unwind
they are tryin´

nothing is left
this nightmare so worn
storm in my mind
reality gone
 [bad word] no more
heaven´s shore
in all of us

hands are reachin´ for me
in this darkest spotlight
children pointing at me
get lipsticks for my suicide
(ben freaks out)

 [bad word] with guns
worldwar goin´ on inside
but you destroy everything
when my wounds are aching

cold blowing wind and the [bad word] in
they tell me to to leave - they breed on my skin
they just pretend - drill down inside
but in the end - they [bad word] me and rape me and eat all my soup