i got a picture of when we all sat down in the grass,
listening to xiu xiu and we all just kept our mouths shut
and took it in.
i recall you being [bad word] at me for being [bad word] and stupid.
and i really can't blame you, even now, for saying so.
but i was only drinking to try to forget,
to forget how close you once were, once.
(you once were)
you once were so close to me.
makes me remember when we got high for the first time.
and all i ever did were just sit and stare at your face
for an hour or so..
do you recall?