Hey, [bad word] See the sun is shining
But you are not smiling
And I don't know 
I'm an [bad word] Cause the sun is shining
But I am not smiling
And I don't know why

Hook 1
I know I'm often told
That there's a pot of gold
But I don't see a [bad word] rainbow and my coffee's cold
I know I should be grateful
I know I'm good and able
But I don't have the strength to get up from the kitchen table
This kind of [bad word] once
Another opportunity of a lifetime just slipped away
And that's the fifth this month
but when you take a punch
Don't you ever forget
Why you get up and you put one foot in front of the next 

Verse 1
Got the power of my will
I don't needa to win a mil
But I'm looking at window sill
Gotta take a bitter pill
Gonna pay for what I did to my head and my heart'll foot the bill
Got a foot in my mouth and because I'm kicking myself I developed a habit of knocking out my front tooth
Looking uncouth
want to hear the [bad word] Give it to me straight
151 proof
Telling myself it'll happen when I'm happy but I'm climbing up a ladder that has got no end
Hung up on [bad word] I'll never make it to the top, I'm looking at the bottom and I must descend
All I want to do is buck this trend
Everybody need a buck to spend
And I'll be working on myself, til I work on someone else, til I get there Ima just pretend

Hook 
 [bad word] 
Verse 2
When I'm in a crisis
In a moment of silence
I look under my eyelids
And I'm checking my mileage
I been using a pool of water as a mirror but not for style it's
So I can reach in and pimpslap my reflection for acting childish
Spent a half an hour
sitting at the bottom of my shower
letting the [bad word] over my body and (dammit I wanted to get up) but I didn't have the power
I don't have the answer anyway yay (yay yay yay)
Don't want to panic but I got [bad word] clean
because the plan of the planet is just mean
Knew if was tough, but dammit it's obscene
I been huffing and puffing up to the top of the summit and I'ma rough it if I have enough steam
I'll keep [bad word] and coming until [bad word] with the stamina of a salmon who's heading upstream
Nah nah nah nah nah