One shell in the chamber
 Get it ready and [bad word]  One pull on the trigger
 Can I do it or not?”
 Galvanize with so much sorrow
 Desolation’s my only friend

 Feel the pulse of my heart
 feel the grip of my hand
 One pull of the trigger
 The insanity ends

 Melancholia kills me slowly
 Paralyzed, I’m petrified
 See my face
 I don’t even know me
 My life is flashing by

 Dyings an easy thing
 Trying just to crash and burn
 Its living that defeats the weak
 I’ll finally get my turn

 Not gonna stake my life
 Not gonna stake my life
 I got better things to do
 I’m not gonna take my life, no

 Pounding Surrounding Drowning Confounding

 Not gonna stake my life
 Not gonna stake my life
 I got better things to do
 I’m not gonna take my life, no
 Pull the trigger
 Can I do it or not

 Not gonna
 Not gonna
 Not gonna take my life