Too much nothing

I'm always excusing myself
But now it's getting hard to tell 
the reason why I even care
Increasingly I'm unaware

Instead of bettering myself 
I'm crawling deeper [deeper] in my shell
The whole point that I am alive 
seems to escape me at this time [time] 

[Too much nothing]

I'm always excusing myself
But now it's getting hard to tell 
the reason why I even care
Increasingly I'm unaware

Instead of bettering myself 
I'm crawling deeper in my shell
The whole point that I am alive 
seems to escape me at this time

Instead of bettering myself 
I'm crawling deeper [deeper] in my shell
The whole point that I am alive 
seems to escape me at this time [time] 

Instead of bettering myself 
I'm crawling deeper in my shell
The whole point that I am alive 
seems to escape me at this time

[I think too much, nothing too much]

I'm always excusing myself
But now it's getting hard to tell 
the reason why I even care
Increasingly I'm unaware

I've never known how to behave
I've never strayed far from the grave
I need to get up off the ground 
To force myself to make a sound

Instead of bettering myself 
I'm crawling deeper [deeper] in my shell
The whole point that I am alive 
seems to escape me at this time [time]

The whole point that I am alive 
seems to escape me at this time [time]
Instead of bettering myself 
I'm crawling deeper [deeper] in my shell

Instead of bettering myself 
I'm crawling deeper [deeper] in my shell
The whole point that I am alive 
seems to escape me at this time [time]