It's hard to percieve 
my mind is at ease 
it's hard to believe 
I don't feel a thing 

I wrong to feel 
such bliss that ain't real 
can I keep it from 
taking over me 

Fell into this moment 
now the chemical is taking the 
inside right out of me 
I found a mountain of pureless energy 
I keep telling myself it's not reality 

Now I'm seeing, now I'm seeing 
that the world around me is changing 
once it was a break that I could keep 
I tried to walk away but I can't 

What? What's inside my brain? 
what's breaking me down? 
what's inside this raging chemical? 

Now it's time for me 
to rest with ease 
now it's time 
to allow my mind relief 

But I can't stop 
this feeling that I need 
can I keep it from 
taking over me 

Forget all the regrets 
as I indulge myself with every breath 
of this moment 
knowing I can taste the beauty of life again 
without a chemical flowing through my head 

now I'm feeling, now I'm feeling 
that the world around me's now changing 
once it was a break that I could keep 
I tried to walk away but I can't 

What? What's inside my brain? 
what's breaking me down? 
what's inside this raging chemical? 

I feel it 
I see it 
I need it...so bring it to me!!! 

Never again, never again 
will I feel the same, feel the same 
about me 
can I begin, can I begin to start 
this whole life over? 

Never again, never again 
will I walk the same, walk the same 
around here 
can I forget, can I forget that which 
lives within me? 

Never again, never again 
will I breathe the same,
breathe the same air in 
I want to live, I want to live 
but they say never! never! 

What? What's inside my brain? 
what's breaking me down? 
what's inside this raging chemical? 

What? What's inside my soul? 
what's breaking me down? 
what's inside this raging chemical? 

i feel it
i see it
i need it