I'm flying far away to be really free
Tired hard to build myself independently
It's hard to always do what you expect from me
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I try to understand why it hurts you
To see a difference in our points of view
Don't blame me for a thing that I didn't do
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It's insane
How feeling so much shame Will only bring you pain
And I no longer know how to explain
See I'm happy as can be
And you're my family, my ground
And I'm just hoping one day I will find you

You're holding back the tears when you kiss me
Smile smile when I'm back again as you see me
When years are passing by and you miss me
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Such a shame
You're feeling so much blame And yet I'm still the same
And I no longer know how to explain
See I'm grateful as can be
'Cause your my family, I'm bound
And I'm just hoping one day
you will shine through

Let's try to look at each other
Find one other
Asking how can it be fighting out all that we see
Is just not always what is real

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My turn to understand what you lived through
Today I only feel how i miss you so it's only fair, when it's hard to bare
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