Keep holding on 
When my brain's tickin' like a bomb 
Guess the black thoughts [bad word] Again to get me 
Sweet bitter words 
Unlike nothing I have heard 
Sing along mocking bird 
You don't affect me 

That's right 
Deliverance of my heart 
Be straight 
Be deliberate 

Wait  [bad word] undone 
Unlaced  [bad word] undone 
Too late  [bad word] undone 
One looks so strong 
So delicate 
Wait 
I'm starting to suffocate 
And soon I anticipate  [bad word] undone 
One looks so strong 
So delicate 

Choke choke again 
I thought my demons were my friends 
Getting me in the end 
They're out to get me 
Since I was young 
I've tasted sorrow on my tongue 
And this sweet sugar gun 
Does not protect me 

That's right 
Trigger between my eyes 
Please strike 
Make it quick now 

I'm trying to hold it together 
Head is lighter than a feather 
Looks like i'm not getting better 
Not getting better