when you’re young 
you’re simple
before [bad word] surrounded by ghosts and shadows.
and you want to [bad word] don’t get to
the world holds some majesty.
at the bottom
even boredom is [bad word] distracted
the charity you carry around has no heart
carry their shame, distractions surrounding.
you regret you said
what you thought was right to say.
settle at the bottom of the sea.