and [bad word]  Everything is so simple... for everyone but me. Yeaaaah. It's impossible to rape someone that is no longer a stranger, for the process has already started... Eyes are on walls. Venom in my veins, passed on by a mother so sane. Blood is in my head, one day drought [bad word]  By dint of seeking an oasis, exhaustion is all I'll find Toward a [bad word] unrestrained death. I feel the rift cracking. Digging the grave on my own like a big big boy. Found myself through the chemicals. But most of all lost me. Paranoiak, hypokondriak and [bad word]  Everything is so simple... You know what I mean. Paranoiak Hypokondriak Paranoiak [bad word] Paranoiak Hypokondriak Paranoiak [bad word]