living nightmare, asleep but still aware. 
The endless torture. 
The painless pleasure.

I grasp myself. 
Trying to regain control. 
I experience and learn. 
In another faction of my mind. 
So confused. 
But everything makes perfect sense. 
Can't feel the pain. 
Emotional pain s so much deadlier. 
Lost, you've just been raped. 
Pain. Your friends can't help you. 
Why won't they help you? Another reality. 
This can't be happening. 
Why is this happening? 
Who the [bad word] are you? 
Who the [bad word]  Are you?

Trying hard to figure out what s done. 
I scramble but now [bad word]  
The images in my head. 
All the problems that I've been fed.

Punching slowly my mind can't change the speed. 
As my victims bleed. 
No matter what I do or how hard I try. 
I can't use my abilities. 
Use my abilities.

Art of Illusion. 
My razor sharp knife s edge, pierces my victim's body. 
But I can't take their soul. 
Punching through jello, stabbing not killing. 
Disappointment. [bad word]