On the dawn I'm lying here, a desolate obscene
Home is where [bad word] is
The long series of failures,
My shallow life has been so tired of all this

All your warmth didn't fill this endless void of a heart
Its infinite emptiness
Longing within to vanish and depart
Into nothingness

I [bad word] to bring the end
(Try and hopeless by ?)?
For I am the core of winter
The rival ?
(The dusk)?

Into the dark breathing cold [bad word] frozen to my heart
Into the [bad word] cold
River (sun/song)? frozen to my heart