your words on paper read much
like a hole in your heart
if i knew any better i would
i would say that you liked it
i would say that you

but i want to laugh
i want to laugh i'll clench my fist and 
play real loud
i can't
play too loud
play too loud
i can't
play too loud

and it's not your help i asked for
and if it's a fight you're looking for
and if it's a fight you're looking for
if it's a fight

and i've got my fist to my face
and i'll hit first
yeah i'll hit first

and i'll be the first to say it
and i'll hit first
yeah i'll hit first

but i want to laugh
i want to laugh i'll clench my fist and 
play real loud
i can't
play too loud

so [bad word] a little further 
and i'll
speak a little softer so you can't
hear my laughter
ha, ha ha ha
hear my laughter
hear my laughter
hear my laughter
hear my laughter
hear my laughter
hear my laughter
hear my laughter