Tell me what it’s like to wanna die!
Dig a hole, carve my name into a stone,
I want to find a peace, that I have never known.
On faith I can’t rely, open the sky! 
Why would I want to live, another day, goodbye.
Hold me back from my pride and my fear, there’s a place for every person (mine was never here)
And when it’s time, I’ll make it right, I swear
Don’t cry, no more, not a single tear!
It’s not you, it never was, it’s every part of me,
I’ve never [bad word]  it’s all I ever think.
Every moment every vision I see, what would this world want to do with me?
Deception of the mind that I’m still alive
I never felt it for a second, was it all I lie?
I’ll find the dividing line when my anger and [bad word] 
 [bad word] away from reality without a single soul to blame
Take life for granted with your pointless words and selfish actions thinking they don’t care it’s insecurity that you imagined!
So they can watch me as I soar through the sky, the final countdown, walking towards the light.
Think you can hide?
Hold me back from my pride and my fear, there’s a place for every person (mine was never here)
And when it’s time, I’ll make it right, I swear
Don’t cry, no more, not a single tear!
It’s not you, it never was, it’s every part of me,
I’ve never [bad word]  it’s all I ever think.
Every moment every vision I see, what would this world want to do with me? 
There’s no lines or words that can stop me from walking out.
Look at the stars at night, as your universe divides; nothing.
You say that you’re the one to fall and be the victim, victimizing everyone you’ve ever loved to show no remorse for all the heavy hearts you’ve hurt you prove that you never deserved your life at all.