I used to care
It used to matter
But the meaning lost its way
Within this pattern
Closed in from the world
I had to find
Something inside to clear my mind

And though I wanted to
I just can't see it
Though I know it's [bad word] I still can't feel it
I walked away from too much
And now I'm falling behind
The damage served me as a [bad word] But it left me behind

I used to know
I used to need it
But the message has [bad word] Too misleading
Closed in from the world
I had to find
Something inside to clear my mind