Losses, losers and more, 
gain of life's pleasures cohorts listen behind the doors 

to a life 
sheltered in, 
less than zero in me 
all my walls
falling down 
pains aloft 
misery

I'm sure that the lessons were learned 
I'm sure that the punishments went well deserved 

by the pawn 
in the plan 
taste of [bad word] 
bitterness
walk from me 
everything 
systematically [bad word] on 
youweretheone youweretheone,
To dredge up  [bad word] inside of me 
in my pointless life of nothing

Tell me 
 what I'm supposed to be
Tell me 
 who I'm supposed to be
Tell me 
 what it takes to ascend
Tell me 
 what it takes to live

Patience, pleasures and rewards, [bad word] in due time 
stare at the sun I'm bored 

in a life 
meaningless 
soaking up 
all of me 
like the cross
you worship 
life is loss 
look at me 

I'm sure that some day we'll wake up 
I'm sure that some day we'll wake from the dream
Of success 
and focus...
tunneling 
to the light 
glowing deep 
inside of me 
your taunting 
I wake up [bad word] on 
youweretheone youweretheone,
To dredge up [bad word] inside of me in my pointless life 
of nothing

Tell me 
 what I'm supposed to be
Tell me 
 who I'm supposed to be
Tell me 
 what it takes to ascend
Tell me 
 what it takes to live
 
Tell me 
 now!
Tell me 
 now!

Pain 
misery 
distress 
dismal 
know where 
depressed 
idiot 
failure

In me......calling......loser......man I'm the
Loser......loser.....loser......in me......who I am....in me....

Don't feel sorry 
don't feel sorry for me

Don't need your sympathy or empathy, 
don't need your sympathy inside of me,
Don't need your sympathy or empathy, 
don't need your sympathy inside of me,

Don't feel sorry 
don't feel sorry for me [bad word] on
I know 
youweretheone youweretheone
Numb to 
feelings inside of me why I've seized my vision

Don't need 
 you to tell me who to be
Don't need 
 you to tell me what to be
Don't need 
 you to tell me how to ascend
Don't need 
 you to tell me how to live