[bad word] as I am,
I need your [bad word] as you are,
You count the days
But if I wanted silence I would whisper
If I wanted loneliness I'd choose to go
If I liked rejection I'd audition
And if I didn't love you, you would know

So why can't you just hold me, [bad word] it's so hard?
Do you like to see me broken?
Why do I still care?

You say you see the light now
at the end of this narrow hall
I wish it didn't matter
I wish I didn't give you all

But if I wanted silence I would whisper
If I wanted loneliness I'd choose o go
If I liked rejection I'd audition
And if I didn't love you, you would know

So why can't you just hold me [bad word] it's so hard?
Do you like to see me broken?
Why do I still care?