Nothing ever stops all these thoughts
And the pain attached to them
Sometimes I wonder why this is happening
It’s like nothing I can do
Will distract me when
I think of how I shot myself in the back again
’Cause from the infinite words I could say/I
Put all the pain you gave to me on
Display/But didn’t
Realize/Instead of setting it free/I
Took what I hated and made it a part of me

[It never goes away] never goes away

And now
You’ve [bad word] a part of me
You’ll always be right here
You’ve [bad word] a part of me
You’ll always be my fear
I can’t separate myself from
What I’ve done
Giving up a part of me
I’ve let myself [bad word] you

Hearing your name/the [bad word] back again
I remember when it started happening
I’d see you in every thought I had and then
The thoughts slowly found words
Attached to them
And I knew as they escaped away I [bad word] myself to them/and every day I
Regret saying those things/’cause now
I see/that I
Took what I hated and made it a part of me

[It never goes away] never goes away

And now
You’ve [bad word] a part of me
You’ll always be right here
You’ve [bad word] a part of me
You’ll always be my fear
I can’t separate myself from
What I’ve done
Giving up a part of me
I’ve let myself [bad word] you

[It never goes away]
Never goes away, never goes away
Never goes away

Get away from
Me
Gimme my space back/you gotta just
Go [bad word] down to memories of
You
I’ve kept it in but now I’m letting you
Know
I’ve let you go
So get away from me
Gimme my space back/you gotta just
Go [bad word] down to memories of
You
I’ve kept it in but now I’m letting you
Know
I’ve let you go, go..
And now
You’ve [bad word] a part of me
You’ll always be right here
You’ve [bad word] a part of me
You’ll always be my fear
I can’t separate myself from
What I’ve done
Giving up a part of me
I’ve let myself [bad word] you

I’ve let myself [bad word] you
I’ve let myself [bad word] lost inside these
Thoughts of you
Giving up a part of me
I’ve let myself [bad word] you