It's easier [bad word] 
Replacing this pain with something numb 
It's so much easier to go 
Than face all this pain here all alone 
Something has been taken 
From deep inside of me 
secret I've kept locked away 
No one can ever see 
Wounds so deep they never show, 
They never go away 
Like moving pictures in my head 
For years and years they've played 
If I could change I would 
Take back the pain I would 
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would 
If I could 
Stand up and take the blame I would 
If I could take all the shame to the grave I would 
If I could change I would 
Take back the pain I would 
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would 
If I could 
Stand up and take the blame I would 
I would take all my shame to the grave 
It's easier [bad word] 
Replacing this pain with something numb 
It's so much easier to go 
Than face all this pain here all alone 
Sometimes I remember 
The darkness of my past 
Bringing back these memories 
I wish I didn't have 
Sometimes I think of letting go 
And never looking back 
And never moving forward so 
There would never be a past 
If I could change I would 
Take back the pain I would 
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would 
If I could 
Stand up and take the blame I would 
If I could take all the shame to the grave I would 
If I could change I would 
Take back the pain I would 
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would 
If I could 
Stand up and take the blame I would 
I would take all my shame to the grave 
Just washing it aside 
All of the helplessness inside 
Pretending I don't feel misplaced 
Is so much simpler than change 
It's easier [bad word] 
Replacing this pain with something numb 
It's so much easier to go 
Than face all this pain here all alone 
It's easier [bad word] 
If I could change I would 
Take back the pain I would 
Retrace every wrong move that I made 
It's easier to go 
If I could change I would 
Take all the pain I would 
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would 
If I could stand up and take the blame I would 
I would take all the shame to the grave