I know the life could be really hard to live
In the way you've always wanted it to be
There is no glamor, fame only ice and flame [bad word] awakening at the dusk
I told you not to let it get you
You told me: I won't forget you
I didn't know what was going on
Even now it's still unknown

I know the love could be based on lie and sin
Breaking [bad word] that's what it is
Sometimes it also fades leaving empty space
Don't trick yourself: it's what it is

I can't believe, I can't accept
I can' t believe that you are dead

I got a call from friend I remember shaking hands
drop of cold sweat on my back
He told me you were gone they found you laying dead
I was in shock and still I am

My dearest friend of all I will regret your fall
Why didn't you let us know?
You were not alone in this conflicted world
But you chose to let it go...