Here I go
So deranged
Like a rose
Bent in rain
I cannot rely on critics such as you to tell me I can't multiply
I see it through my own light
AND I KNOW THAT YOU CHANGE WITH THE SEASONS
BUT I CAN'T CHANGE ANYMORE
AND I KNOW THAT YOU MUST HAVE YOUR REASONS
BUT I DON'T KNOW WHAT THERE FOR
AS I [bad word] TO BREAK THROUGH THE CEILING 
YOUR FALLING THROUGH THE FLOOR
AND I KNOW THAT YOU CHANGE WITH THE SEASONS
BUT I CAN'T CHANGE ANYMORE
I'm so cold
I should freeze 
You provide
zero degrees
I [bad word] how you couldn't know that we are flirting with the end
your in the dark again [bad word] 
I cannot rely on critics such as you to tell me I can't multiply
I see it through my own light [bad word]