Lies and deceiving is what i'm believing 
Up to my knees so hared to breathe 
It helps that you aren't there 
Can't figure out what's the right thing for me 
Guess I'll have to wait and see 

So understanding but so far from the [bad word] 
It's what I have to live with 
It's not all I wanted to be 
It's not all I wanted to see 
I can't keep on leading 
I've left what I'm leaving 
Guess that's just what I believe 

Consciously taking and overly faking 
I can't believe all the things that you're saying 
Seems all so simple it's all up to you 
Time after time 
You lost what you couldn't find 

It's what you could 
It's only what you could 
Don't take not what you could 
But I know what's up