Tore it up again
I couldn't stop again
Let it go till there was nothing in the way
Fought the feeling then
I gave in again
Sweet surrender to an angel I denied
When you came to life
I was terrified
I knew that nothing else would ever feel the same
Doubt came over me
What kind of father would I be?
I knew the time [bad word] to stand up and be a man

To change the face of my life
With your future in mind
Time to do what was right
new beginning
 [bad word] 

The world around me died
When I saw that heartbeat
I knew it wasn't a sin
Can someone tell me
Why this had happened to me
Why was it only in death, were you redeemed, my child

No serenity
Within agony
Every day brings on a hundred ways to fight
Constant [bad word] I can feel you judging me
Resurrecting every demon left inside
Her face was horrified
You [bad word] still alive
My only desire was to trade my soul for yours
Grief crippled me
The reaper cheated me
Left me yearning for the path [bad word] to adore

To change the face of my life
With your future in mind
Time to do what was right
new beginning
 [bad word] 

The world around me died
When I saw that heartbeat
I knew it wasn't a sin
Can someone tell me
Why this had happened to me
Why was it only in death, were you redeemed, my child