0n my 0wn
i pretend that he's still with me
all al0ne
i dream 0f him til evening
ive l0st him
the way he st00d beside me
and when i feel h0peless i fantasize
that he will find me
 
if y0u l00k cl0se [bad word] gl0ws like embers
0f the l0ve i [bad word] t0 remember
wish i had t0ld him h0w he made things s0 alright
and all i see is him and me the way we were t0gether

and i kn0w my wishes w0nt c0me [bad word] that i dream 0f things that never w0uld have been
and alth0ugh he has f0und s0me0ne new
still i say theres a way f0r us

i l0ve him
but when the day is 0ver
hes still g0ne
i kn0w that hes still with her  
with0ut him
ive g0ne thr0ugh many changes
i cann0t bring myself t0 care
f0r friends wh0ve bec0me strangers

i l0ve him
but every day im learning
since ive died
ive 0nly been pretending
with0ut me
his w0rld has kept 0n turning
a w0rld thats full 0f happiness
that i will never kn0w
i l0ve him
i l0ve him
i l0ve him
but hes left me 0n my 0wn