[bad word]  [bad word] chaplayev

I'm kinda friend
I'm always near,
But I'm afraid to admit how I feel
"It's not the place..
It's not the time..
You won't embrace,
You may deny"
Yes , I'm afraid to say

That I love 
Yes, I love
And I want to be with you
I want to breath with you
Oh, I love
Yes, I love
I want to hold your hand
I'm not [bad word] friend

I am you guard
I will protect 
But I admit it often hurts if you neglect
I can forgive
I can forget
I'm not naive
But I don't suspect you
I'm afraid to say

And I was here to tell you of how much you mean to me
How much you mean
How much you mean to me
And all the time 
I was near