[bad word]  [bad word] animetomanga

I can't beat you
and end up myself so trash and splash
and fight without intention
and feel the tension
I need precaution
I would like to show
Can open my scalp
look into my head
I don't know why it's so harsh
It can be soberish
and going to trash
CAUSE I FEEL
I CAN SHOW MY EVERYTHING TO YOU
IF THIS MOMENT WAS FOR ME
I TRY TO KEEP IT MEMORY
Possessed inside
Worrying to join you
I AGAIN
oh
the things i knew
the world i [bad word] 
would be the same
Inside
You made inside my enchanted castle
And kept my eyes closed
Words are just a toy
That people play with
It's superficial
and now
Thee [bad word] is out there
The hidden answer
That someone left there
CAUSE I FEEL
I CAN ALWAYS SHOW MY EVERYTHING TO YOU
IF THIS MOMENT WAS FOR ME
I TRY TO KEEP IT MEMORY
Possessed inside
Worrying to join you
I
If I can travel back in time
Start it all over again
Following a calculated path to live
But one day I
 [bad word] across the same
FELLING AGAIN
And know that it will carry over
CAUSE I FEEL
I CAN ALWAYS SHOW MY EVERYTHING TO YOU
IF THIS MOMENT WAS FOR ME
I TRY TO KEEP IT MEMORY
Possessed inside
Worrying to join you

So it goes again