Ive caught myself starrin at the wall
Its kinda hard cause Im barely believin that my life was scarred
Playin the father figure to my little brothers and sisters
Mama always had it hard so now Im beggin for riches
Got my mind based on dirty games, how could I change
When Im stuck in the flames feelin nothin but pain
juvenile couldnt crack a smile
Im only 5 feet, prayin for another mile, when will they find me
Drownin in my own blood, demons behind me
Clownin while we slang [bad word]  clutchin my nine free
Bustin at them [bad word] [bad word]  I wish theyd try me
Just knowin how the block was, we couldnt find peace
Hopin that they give me love
At times I couldnt sleep until a [bad word] got a buzz
Burnin the streets deep
Im [bad word] for that major league
I hope you understand the game that they given me

Hatin niggas wanna take my life (my life)
Cops tried to lock me up last night (last night)
But [bad word] I dont give a [bad word] about them
Cause they dont give a [bad word] about me (they dont give a [bad word] about me)
With all the pain ive seen in bein raised a Im screamin [bad word] tha world (im screamin [bad word] tha world)
Im screamin [bad word] tha world (im screamin [bad word] tha world)
They dont give a [bad word] about me

It was my elevation that got me ready to ride
Reinsertin revelations had be ready to die
I closed my eyes and pictured better dayz
Im like a walkin [bad word] bomb with a box of grenades
Somebody help me Ive been troubled since guns burst
Even worse leavin cars with dents
What is worse black hearse, families died within
But now its krazy cause we livin in [bad word] Where everything is hot including cells
We try to make an honest livin
Where every move we made wed wind up back in prison
So I say [bad word] it with my pistols and rhyme
Another young mother [bad word] with an everlasting crime
They tried to murder my spirit but barely took it away
I wasnt perfect you heard it in every lyric id say
It was curtains for burdens and now they bodys that lay
We been deserted they heard it and now we makin em pay

Hatin niggas wanna take my life (my life)
Cops tried to lock me up last night (last night)
But [bad word] I dont give a [bad word] about them
Cause they dont give a [bad word] about me (they dont give a [bad word] about me)
With all the pain ive seen in bein raised a Im screamin [bad word] tha world (im screamin [bad word] tha world)
Im screamin [bad word] tha world (im screamin [bad word] tha world)
They dont give a [bad word] about me

When I feen for the moment I see my opponent stay on me like I got a warrant
Im pistol packin now they eyez on it
We been abused and accused of [bad word] we didnt do
I made a move now these fools got a [bad word] issue
Assassinate my adversaries cause they livin to die
Wanna see me buried now so my kids can cry
Askin all these questions, mama where my daddy at
Sick as [bad word] in cells got me thinkin I [bad word] back, I kept a tight hand
Im paranoid cant afford to be sleepin with my pistol on my night stand
Skipped school to make moves with my road dogs
I had to chose between goons or the school yard
Books were sweet but the streets was me
I fell in love with gangbangin cause I had to eat
Became a victim of a system of tragic endings I [bad word] Apologies for this thug image

Hatin niggas wanna take my life (my life)
Cops tried to lock me up last night (last night)
But [bad word] I dont give a [bad word] about them
Cause they dont give a [bad word] about me (they dont give a [bad word] about me)
With all the pain ive seen in bein raised a Im screamin [bad word] tha world (im screamin [bad word] tha world)
Im screamin [bad word] tha world (im screamin [bad word] tha world)
They dont give a [bad word] about me