didn't know what this would be 
but I knew I didn't see 
what you thought 
you saw in me 

I jumped the gun 
so sure you'd split [bad word] 
ready for the worst 
before the damage was done 

the storm never came 
or it never was 
didn't know getting lost in the blue 
it meant I wound up losing you 
 [bad word] to the inner workings of my mind 
so dark and foul I can't disguise 
can't disguise 
nights like this 
I [bad word] afraid 
of the darkness in my heart 
hurricane 

what's wrong with me 
why not understand and see 
I never saw 
what you saw in me 

keep my eyes open 
my lips sealed 
my heart closed 
and my ears peeled 
 [bad word] to the inner workings of my mind 
so dark and foul I can't disguise 
can't disguise 
nights like this I [bad word] afraid 
of the darkness in my heart 
hurricane 

make ash and leave the dust behind 
lady diamond in the sky 
wild light 
glowing bright 
to guide me 
when I fall 
I fall on tragedy 
 [bad word] to the inner workings of my mind 
so dark and foul I can't disguise 
can't disguise 
nights like this I [bad word] afraid 
of the darkness in my heart 
hurricane