It's a winter day
Five years too late
I'm feelin' cold inside
Holding on to what I don't know
No more reasons, no more whys
Just my life
And my love I worked so hard to keep

Ooh, sad but [bad word] 
Sad but [bad word]  it will be
very different world without him
So I can't just up and let him go
What would my children say?

Mad, just a little sad, just a little bad, just a little had
Just a little time for me (oooh)
Not good you see
I need just a little more, just a little love, just a
Can't you see there's more to me?
Ooh, when you're creepin' out at night
Always try to cry myself to sleep

 [bad word] 
Sad but [bad word] (sad but [bad word] 
It's not worth no more
I must tell him so
Goodbye is so hard to say
So sad but [bad word] 
So sad but oh so [bad word] 

world of make believe
It's a place I've lived
Joyous all the ti-ime
Never knew my world could cave in
Fall in right before my eyes
I was blind
I would only see the signs I wanted to see

Ooh, sad but [bad word] 
Sad but [bad word] and it's real
You must take the time to deal with it
Before you fall to deep in it
Can't find your way back home

Ooh, can't change his ways
Can't change my ways
If things stay the same
No one wins the game
I deserve better
He needs it better
I'm not so happy
He can't be happy
Aah, and the feeling in my soul
Our love [bad word] to an end

 [bad word]