I feel it welling up inside 
And Robert Smith lied
Boys do cry
And with 
Blood tears in my eyes I'm an Anne Riсe [bad word] to life

I can't hide the monsters anymore
One can
Only feel desolate for so long until

One starts to change into 
Something the mirror doesn't recognize
Metamorphosize
The darkness has
Been biding it's time 

To claim its latest victim
Fresh meat for carnal desires
To [bad word] what I became
I viewed the sun for the last time

Will you still hold me when you see what I have done? 
Will you still kiss me the same 
When you taste my victim's blood? 

So crimson and red
I feel it flowing from your lips
Crimson and red

My heart is dead and so are you
And it pulses through
The desire to change, to [bad word] 
All of my
All of my past failings

But where to begin because when you live in sin
It's hard to look at saints
Without them reflecting
Their jet black auras back on you
And all I have is hope
My inner burn's not fading 
I'll wipe the blood from my cheek
And get on with my day

Will you still hold me when you see what I have done? 
Will you still kiss me the same
When you taste my victim's blood? 

So crimson and red
I feel it flowing from your lips
Crimson and red
My heart is dead and so are you

And all I have is hope 
And all I need is time
To bury in pine under six feet of time

The lies I told me about myself
Claw my way out
Pick the splinters from under my fingernails
I won't lose hope
I won't give in

x3
Just live and breathe, try not to die again

Try not to die again

Will you still hold me when you see what I have done? 
Will you still kiss me the same
When you taste my victim's blood? 

So crimson and red
I feel it flowing from your lips
Crimson and red
My heart is dead and so are you

Will you still hold me when you see what I have done? 
Will you still kiss me the same
When you taste my victim's blood?

Crimson and red
My heart is dead and so are you