I’ve never felt so sober
I’ve never felt the way I feel tonight
Your words made everything drag on, and on
I finally found her, and when I did I just couldn’t make things right
Is this really happening, oh god I think I [bad word] my life

What the [bad word] am I doing?
I can’t tell the difference from wrong and right
I can guess my decisions
cause I haven’t been this person in my whole life
I think I need something new here
When I keep longing for what I had
No need for second opinions
I do the best I can [bad word] what I [bad word] on

Don’t think you’ve got to go in alone here
I’ve got nothing left to hide
your dying just make up your mind

I thought this was what you wanted
Someone who gets everything right (Gets everything right)
I thought this was what you wanted
Someone to put you first in their life
Cause [bad word] out of time

Something just from the new year
Hey, Hey, Hey
It's a moment that's not as bad
it's what’s a part of my vision
The optimistic me, so we can make this last but no [bad word] my favorite records
By singing them then I think of you
Thats just hope you remember
All of the guilt inside, and I believed in you for once

Don’t think you’ve got to go in alone here
I’ve got nothing left to hide
Your time, just make up your mind

I thought this was what you wanted
Someone who gets everything right (Gets everything right)
I thought this was what you wanted
Someone to put you first in their life
Cause [bad word] out of time

Just know that it kills me
When I hear anything to do with you
You will see, oh believe me
I need to be right where you are
And know that I’m leaving, leaving
And you won't hear for a year from now
And this kills me. cause now I think that everything everything was about you

I thought this was what you wanted
Someone who gets everything right (Gets everything right)
I thought this was what you wanted
Someone to put you first in their life
Cause [bad word] out of time

Don’t think you’ve got to go in alone here
I’ve got nothing left to hide
Your time, just make up your mind