Когда твоя жизнь идёт под откос, и не знаешь как быть, - просто слушай doom... в доме позабытых грехов:
Doom Metal (House of the Forgotten Sins) [bad word]  [bad word] club39734

Over whom does infinity hold sway?
All the time has passed.
No future awaits.
Where there is no light.
I shall remain.
Never to diminish, [bad word] 
The one absolute.

Within eternal twilight I exist.
Excised from the stream of time and being.
I wander.
Answers I seek.
To that which I cannot know.

You need not to fear now.
For release shall be yours.
Through golden fields you may walk.
All knowledge flowing through you.
Let your pain console.
For escape is nigh.
Your blood flows, your soul is released.
Silentium est aureum.

I [bad word] to know all.
Yet I know not time.
At your death.
My torment [bad word] 
Horrific realisation.
Time demise of finality.
Absolutions collapse.