we thought we could stop
whenever we wanted
we thought our house
could never be haunted
loss of control
symptom of disease
sacrifice all
dependency

self [bad word] riot

trapped in illusion
another state of mind
avoiding the mirror
just one more time
searching for answers
from our patterns of life
self [bad word] 
thoughts of suicide

self [bad word] riot 

justification, desolization, substitution,
 [bad word] of others
degradation, dereliction, isolation
and loss of control
lying and cheating, your loved ones are weeping
you don't give a [bad word] until neither do they
the doctors and preachers are failing to save us
killing ourselves at the end of the day

self [bad word] riot 
self [bad word] riot 

lying and cheating, your loved ones are weeping
you don't give a [bad word] until neither do they
the doctors and preachers are failing to save us
killing ourselves at the end of the day