Price Of Loyalty

Make a [bad word]  It's all not fun
I wanna make it loud
It's not my pride, nor my fight
That awakes me out

In quiet.., in shadows.., my soul
Reminding the result of my fall
There's no one who've helped me out
Forsaken by the whole world... wanna shout!..

And I see you, and I feel you... but where have you gone?
What I feel now, what I've seen there, whole world never know...

This is the price of my loyalty
Things that I've made and I've done
World can't destroy my blood's royalty
No one will see my real side

Hey, look, now! I've made it... alive!
But before you've burried me out
Words are useless that you're saying, cause I know who I am
Now it's my turn to revenge you with all that I am

I don't need you, do not want you, where'd you been when I fell
Your purpose to kill me, have been failed, this's start of your [bad word] 
And now you break it, that mistake, that was result of that f*ckin' pride
And know it's a highway above the bad day
And now you see what's a real inside

...I'm awaken from the dream that was poisoned my life...