In the late night moment of joy,
I just want to say " wow"
In the early morning with a clear head,
I just want, to say, "wow"
I just want to say...

I was sitting on my bed,
just pretending to be sitting on my bed, when... bang!
I was watching the twilight smoke of my wounded heart, when bang... bang!
Oh, when... bang!

 [bad word] 
I have so many [bad word] but you have such a smile
I have so many scars, I can see them in your eyes
I have so many [bad word]  I have so many scars, but you have such a smile
Oh you have such a smile

I can't believe I was counting the days
it would take [bad word] back if I leave
Oh I can't believe I was blinking and trying to read between the lines
I can't believe I was swimming in this empty pool
Oh I can't believe you won my big bang

 [bad word] 

I have so many [bad word] 
I have so many scars,
I have so many scars,
I have so many [bad word] 
I have so many [bad word] 
I have so many scars,
I have so many scars,
I have so many [bad word] 
I have so many [bad word] 
I have so many scars,
I have so many scars,
I have so many [bad word]