I quit thinking about killing myself
When you died
Just for a day or two
I must have wanted to
Just for a day or two
I must have wanted to live

I quit believing these lies I tell myself
When you died
Just for a day or two
I must have wanted to
Just for a day or two
I must have wanted the [bad word] 
I will always love you my friend
Now that you died
But just for a day or two
I'd like to be with you
Just for a day or two
I'd like to have you alive