I'm making a masterpiece, I'm gonna write my name 
in the wet concrete of the walkway on which I tread, 
on our short march to meet the dead...
living catastrophe, I'm the one to blame, 
while [bad word] in my head are playing roulette...

Forever haunted by the [bad word]  now I'm filled with hatred forever crawling back to you
But I always hold my head up high & although I'm dying inside, suffering in silence!

Playing a losing hand & the cards don't lie, 
back & forth the battles rage across this notebook page...
Taking control again & I'll hide my shame, 
but [bad word] in my head are playing roulette...

Forever haunted by the [bad word]  now I'm filled with hatred forever crawling back to you
But I always hold my head up high & although I'm Dying inside, suffering in silence!

I'm living in the past within the shadows cast, 
I burn before I crash, bloody knuckles, broken glass
I'm living in the past within the shadows cast, 
I burn before I crash, bloody knuckles, broken glass

Forever haunted by the [bad word]  now I'm filled with hatred forever crawling back to you
But I always hold my head up high & although I'm Dying inside...
But I always hold my head up high & although I'm Dying inside... 
Suffering in silence!