What Hurts the Most 

I can take the rain on the roof
Of this empty house that don't bother me.
I can take the few tears now and then
And just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me.
There are days every now and again
I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away.
Never knowing what could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do.

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you
Everywhere I go 
But I'm doing it
It's hard to force
That smile when I see our old friends
And I'm alone,
Still harder getting up,
Getting dressed living with this regret.
But I know, if I could do it over,
I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart 
That I left unspoken.

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away.
Never knowing what could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do.

I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me.
There are days every now and again
I pretend I'm ok 
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away.
Never knowing what could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do.

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away.
Never knowing what could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do.