uchiakerarenai dare mo
shinjirarenai dare mo kare mo
hora subete mienai
sashikonda hikari ga kiete ima ni mo [bad word] 
uchiakerarenai koto wa
watashi no yowasa
watashi no kako
 [bad word] mono mo [bad word] keredo
kitto te ni [bad word] yasashisa ga kiete yuku to
arifureta kotae wa [bad word] koto hakushi ni [bad word] [bad word] 

kokoro ga [bad word] ima ni mo kowarete yuku
namida wo [bad word] warau hibi yo
kokoro ga [bad word] [bad word] imi no nasa wo
watashi wo [bad word] gizenbito yo

kokoro ga [bad word] ima ni mo [bad word] 
namida wo [bad word] sakebu hibi yo
kokoro ga [bad word] [bad word] imi no tsuyosa wo
watashi wo [bad word] watashi kokoro
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I can't confide in anyone,
I can't [bad word] any of them,
Don't you see, you can't see it all
Without the light shining upon me,
Even now, I'm wilting.
What I can't reveal
Is my weakness, my past
There's something to gain but
No doubt, the kindness I hold fast to
Will go away.
The simple answer is to live,
Go back to the drawing board,
And try again in the next life.

The heart shuts itself
Still now falling apart.
Days I laughed
Holding back the tears.
The heart showed me there was no reason to believe.
The hypocrite who killed me.

The heart shuts itself
Still now [bad word] apart
Days I screamed,
Holding back the tears
The heart left me the strength to believe there's a reason
It was my very own heart that killed me.