(It never ends) 
I lose again and again 
My life is a hole filled with dark misery 
The pain never ends, it just builds up inside 
Like a ticking time bomb I'll explode in due time 
I couldn't give a [bad word] about you 
Your beliefs and what you hold [bad word] means [bad word] #33; 
When your life is nothing, living is the same as dying 
Simply put my life is [bad word] 
No matter what you try, no matter what you do 
You'll always end up alone, when your life is through 
Should be no surprise when you're an outcast in life 
My [bad word] is gone, my human qualities are long gone 
And the hate and the rage and the pain 
and the strain of live have left [bad word] insane 
I was born into nothing to this world full of [bad word] 
and nothing's changing anytime soon 
So I would rather die than listen to you try [bad word] me to you 
Desperate, I never had a future, I never had a way out 
Hunted, they hold me down, they locked me out 
Hopeless, I am the enemy of all you hold dear 
Enemy, I am the end, the evil in this world of fear 
I was promised that things'll look up 
They lied! 
I've lost all sense of love and pride 
I'll die, a lonely angry bitter mess 
Revenge is the only thing and nothing less 
Revenge! 
I want to laugh in your face before your last breath 
My revenge will befall on all before my own death 
I was born into nothing to this world full of [bad word] 
and nothing's changing anytime soon 
So I'll spit my last breath in your face and shriek to the sky 
 [bad word] you! 
Life slips through my fingertips 
I rot away body and soul 
(I shut my eyes) I close my mind until the day I die 
I don't try to pretend 
I'm not a disgrace, I know what I am 
(I shut my eyes) I close my mind until the end of time 
Inside it burns, it twists and turns 
I tried to love but I'll never learn 
(I shut my eyes) I close my mind, until the day I die 
I have no soul left 
I'm the walking dead 
I rot away 
(I close these eyes) I close my mind, until the end of time