Silence is ringing in my head 
Stuck on repeat 
Not much longer I'll be dead 
So just forget me 
I'm losing my mind 
And I don't think you could save me this time 

And it goes 
 [bad word]  
On and on 
And I just feel helpless 
how long will this take to wear off? 
On and on 
When will I get through this?  [bad word] to my own down and out 

I'm falling deeper in this hole, to disaster 
I'm gripping what I thought control, was falling faster 
I'm losing my mind 
And I don't think you could save me this time 

And it goes 
 [bad word]  
On and On 
And I just feel helpless 
how long will this take to wear off? 
On and on 
When will I get through this?  [bad word] to my own down and out 

It's dragging on 
I'm wearing thin 
I can't stop these walls 
They keep caving in 
It's gone too far 
Where's my mind? 
Why can't time stop fear this paranoia? 

It's a never ending story! 
and it starts with me! 
It's a never ending story! 
And it starts with me! 

And it goes 
 [bad word]  
On and on 
And I just feel helpless 
how long will this take to wear off? 
On and on 
When will I get through this?  [bad word] to my own down and out 
 [bad word]  [bad word]  [bad word] to my own down and out  [bad word]  [bad word] 
to my own down and out 
(i'm falling further)  [bad word] to my own down and out