she didn't mean to deceive you, believe me, but sometimes the hardest 
part is 
conceiving, the good intentions that you had, now only came to this, 
and 
although she saw the mark, the arrow missed, if it isn't exciting 
reciting the 
stories, of kind of words turned hurting when routine get boring, both 
gettin 
tired of punk rock clubs, and both playing in punk rock bands, the 
start was 
something good, but some good things must end, and she said it could 
never 
survive, with such, differing lives, one home one out on tour again, 
we may 
 [bad word] back, the strike of a match, the candle's burning at both 
ends, and 
now she knows to much, and i'm too [bad word] up, it's akward trying to 
make my 
move, i'll pretend that i'm fine, show up right on time, but i know 
i'll never 
be that cool, i never wanted to hold you back, i'm just trying to hold 
on, but 
my chance is gone, i know/ just where/ i stand/ a boy, trapped in the 
body of 
a man and, i'll take what you're willing to give, and i'll teach 
myself to 
live, with a walk-on part of a backround shot, from a movie i'm not 
in, she's 
so important, and i'm so retarted, and now i realize, i should have 
kissed you 
in L.A., but i drove home all alone, as if i had a choice anyway, 
where are 
 [bad word] from? what are [bad word] from? is it so hard to see? and 
if 
you're feeling scared, remember the time we shared, you know it meant 
everything (everything), you know it meant everything to me,you know 
that it 
meant everything to me