Let's take this back to the very first day.
I forced a smile but you didn’t even look my way.
My palms were sweating and my mouth was dry.
Convinced that there was more to you than meets the eye.
Oh God,
How could I have been so wrong?
My friends and family they warned me all along.
I'll never know why I tried so hard,
But when you have your heart set,
The risk is worth the fall.
When you have your heart set,
You’ll risk it all.
You’ll risk it all.
You’ll risk it all.
You’ll risk it all.
So in the end things seemed like such a waste.
I wish we never met in the first place.
If I could go back to that very first day,
I’d bring you to the plane myself and see you on your way.
Now here’s a glimpse into my mind.
If you could read it I promise you’d be in tears,
But before you do,
There’s something I think you should hear.
They say the ones that are so quick to walk away,
Were never actually ever meant to stay.
This wasn’t the way things were supposed to be.
I’m dying at the thought of you without me.
But now you're back with another guy.
Don’t bother to call or write,
Because you're dead in my eyes.
You [bad word] [bad word] no one ever deserves this,
And I hope when you hear this you’ll think of our last kiss.
So tonight when you crawl into his bed,
Just remember what those few words I wrote said.
“I hope you're happy,
Loving life with each breath.”
But now,
When I think about you I [bad word] wish you were dead.
I [bad word] wish you were dead.
I wish you were dead.
I [bad word] wish you were dead.
I [bad word] wish you were dead.
I wish you were dead.