When the day begins
All the guilt sinks in
And I look on the wreckage of the night
Though I try to break free
The cycle breaks me
I ever gonna see the light?

All the friends I?ve lost
And the pain I?ve caused
Have never been enough just to make me stop
The lines I draw to look at myself
Are turning into somebody else

I know how this will end
But I?m starting up again
Turned around, inside out
Cause this way

Takes me nowhere ? I can?t can?t see a way out
Takes me nowhere ? I can?t can?t see a way out
Takes me nowhere ? I can?t can?t see a way out
It beats me up

When I go there ? I know I could start again
When I go there ? Oh no, here we go again
Takes me nowhere ? Oh no, here we go again
It beats me up

Open on this scene
familiar dream
Of you telling me what I already know
Though the [bad word] seems near
You can?t get there from here
But you sure know where you?re gonna go

As [bad word] wind blows
My infamy grows
Seeing friends above
And I hit another low
The picture I paint to look at myself
Is turning into somebody else

I know how this will end
But I?m starting up again
Turned around, inside out
Cause this way

But today, if I change
And stop digging my own grave
I will try, to set things right
Cause this way